Tuesday, August 30, 2005
autopoemgraphy.
they knew each other.
they chatted at MSN.
they soon cared for each other.
and.
he wondered how they would end.
she thought he was shy.
he thought he was friendly.
he turned out to be otherwise.
and being friendly was her creed.
as months passed, they grow closer.
from normal friends to good friends.
discovering they could understand each other,
they then carried on to be more than good friends.
he thought that everything was going well.
not knowing of an emo side and a fragile heart.
she'll go mad over small favours he can't fulfil.
he then realised that things would get hard.
either one needs to be forgiving.
at times it was him, and at times it was her.
she picked this up from a saying,
"quarrellings make the relationship stronger"
the pain together they beared.
and.
the wait all these while was worth.
their feelings together they shared.
and its already time they fall in love.
at times its funny recalling how they became together.
smiling to himself, how lucky he got her.
still could not believe that they're already together.
but he noes he'll love forever.
it's been a week and three days.
so slowly time passes by.
but it already seems like a hundred days.
and he still hopes that neither will say goodbye.
- â¥
12:27 am
link to post
0 comments
Sunday, August 28, 2005
mIstakes wE kNew wE wEre mAking.
so. its been a week and a day. sometimes i smile to myself. agreeing to my friends when they consider me lucky. at times, the downs i'll have to suffer for. alone. but i seldom show. sigh. woke up in the morning at ard 6.30. i prayed and went back to bed. i dont know why but this morning i felt so weak. then i woke up at 8. around 9+ i smsed Ratu. told her not to sms me for today. then i watched tv jap. and went online. im yah surprised to see her online. because she's the type that will wake up nearly in the mid-day. so 9+ is early. yah. haha. then we chatted. had breaks. yah. then at 1+ she had to sweep the floor. and after about half an hour or so, she still haven't returned. then my small sis wanted to use the comp. so i waited close to an hour. yah. my sis is so irritating. very irritating. then i dont know who was in front of her comp. i get more bingit. i dont know why but why do u assume what i typed out was meant for u? things would turn out fine if u had read it from the start. not jump to conclusions. ugh. even if it was ur brother in front of the com. must u trust him a hundred percent? y not read it urself. ugh. u knew me yet u ahhhh. forget it. u cld have e-mailed me like hw u e-mailed to my sis. i wouldnt bother wait if i havent loved. today, the second mishap occured. since 20th August. both were about misunderstandings. the last one occured when i couldnt send her home. i just cant. my ez link was with my teacher. and i spend all the money for that day including the syillings. it was partly my fault too. i promised. i said sorry but she didnt even seem to bother. so from her perspective, its my fault. she was still moody on friday morning. i tried to make her smile that day. i feel tired at the same time better whenever i see her smile again. its like such a big achievement. for me. sigh. so while she was having the e-mail session with my sis, i drew some names. ours and hers. i wanted to put it up but. um. what for?. she wouldnt even bother. then here i am now updating this entry. i told her not to sms me yet she did. but when i replied, she kept quiet. i just dont understand. ugh. so for tonight, my dad is driving all of us except my sis to Johore. i was excited when my mum told me bout it yesterday. i'm gonna get lotsa new stuffs. but now, i dont even feel like going. ahhhh why why???? tell me straight in the face. tell me that i suck. this is what i should call my bad day. however, um. i still do love.
- â¥
6:38 pm
link to post
0 comments
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
umm..
we went out, we dined.
foreseeing that one day u'll be mine.
i saw ur mom, i met ur dad.
surprisingly he thought i wasn't bad.
strolling in the park so slowly in the dark.
still recalling, 6pm, the time i'll mark.
promise me a thing, u'll leave me not.
cast the unique love on me u've got.
to me u've always been so kind.
thanks for making that afternoon so fine.
the maid, the maid, when it started,
five seconds ago our love occured.
=)
hees....so. um last sat we went out. decided to go out actually. yah. then last minute, she called me. she cant go out. y? because her dad saw the name she carved or something on her hand. the great news is that its my name. yah. and the dad knows that we are going out on that day. and things do get 'better' that day. i already proceeded with a plan B. met fuad all...at the pdg griffiths there. some organisation held a family day there and they are helping out. so maybe i'm just going to proceed to 285 and lepak or what. yah. then suddenly she called me again. she asked me where am i. then bla bla bla its like 3.40pm like dat and she promised me 1.30pm. then she said her parents wants to see me. i was like ughh... trouble trouble. and i already proceeded with my plan B. i wont want to return with plan A. but i'll have to. its either now or the next time. somehow. yah then went to bedok. past through the security. wrote my id all. then went up. saw her mom. met her dad. yah bla bla bla. then yahoo~!!! haha. off to town. because of u ah we missed the first 12. ugh. then waited then another 12 came. yah all the way to bugis. the tix is $9.50. show is at 5.55pm. then watch. haha. best. um. scary2 ah. yah then we went home. sent her at her block. then a gdnyte kiss. haha. then i went hm. awww. =P yah. thats abt saturday. sunday
was nt bad. went out at 12+. went to fight club. met bir. then dan. then we went to Mc to eat. yah then marsh, mach, izat came. yah. then went back to fight club. then study2. till 6+. then went home. after maghrib need to visit my gramps at simei. yah then went hm. sleep. the next day went sch with her.as usual late. haha.. same goes for tuesday. yah im damn tired now. can i sleep?. bye laaaa.. btw, love my honey. =P
- â¥
9:44 pm
link to post
0 comments
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
d A r t '
so long seh nvr update. so many things happened. gd ones. bad ones. so i got my malay o's results. had a B4. a distinction for the oral. so unsatisfying. ugh. wasting time seh when i took the paper. decided to retake. waste money. waste time. that was on friday. on sat, went out early like 12 pm like dat. 'wanted' to go persisi/perses watch psk. followed bir to fetch mai at her hs. lepak with hakim n his frens all. then mai n bir went down. took 168 i think to bedok int. in the bus honey called me. wanted to go town watch movie. the maid. the sneak preview. we planned earlier on that week actually. then i walked to bedok cc. thats when i met her 15 mins after i reached. then we decided to take 12 dropped at bugis tk silap. haha... yah then walked all ard town. it was like 5.20 when we went to lido, cineplex, lotsa2 places ard town ah....all sold out. cb!. the next show after 5.30pm was 11.30pm n 12.15pm. eesh...yah then we gave up n went to eat at mac. eat the fries only like so full already. maybe bcoz that we're tired. yah. then we took 518 to bedok. then walked at pasar mlm jap. then sent her to her corridor. n i went hm. yah. thats our saturday. on sunday was syaheed's match. he lost sey. tough luck. i just sat at hm dat day. afternoon i tot of watching my friends match at the field near 285. then yah met liyana. then went hm. mendak2.... monday more mendak. tues lagi mendak. today, ms maya's b'day. got art. sang b'day song. like stupid. haha... then got ghost at art room. i had headache all.. then met ketik after sch. yah. tmr going sch with honey againn... tiring sey walk to afghan. haha. yah this sat watching again. town area. yah.
- â¥
10:08 pm
link to post
0 comments
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
darn...
"Without you my life is incomplete my days are
Absolutely grayAnd so
I try to let your heart know for sure
That I have so much more
To tell you every single day
My life is incomplete my rights are
Absolutely wrong
So wake me up before you leave today
Something I need to say
'cause there will be nothing when
You're gone"
- â¥
6:44 pm
link to post
0 comments
Monday, August 01, 2005
mY oNly oNe___.
Plain White T's-
My Only One
Oh please, don't go.
I need you.
I'll please you, not mislead you.
If you would be my only one.
Together we move slowly.
I'll never leave you lonely.
If you would be my only one.
If you believe
we were meant to be.
Why'd you leave me alone?
What happend to forever?
I'll try to make things better.
If you would be my only one.
Been six days since we've spoken.
I'll fix you when you're broken.
If you would be my only one.
If you believe
we were meant to be.
Why'd you leave me alone?
If you believe
we were meant to be.
Why'd you leave me alone?
If you love me too.
Can I call you?
My Only One.
If you say no.
I won't let go.
My Only One.
If you believe
we were meant to be.
Why'd you leave me alone?
If you believe
we were meant to be.
Why'd you leave me alone?
try listening to this song. vr nyce. yup. a switheart recommended it to me. hees.=) lotsa meanings, sweetwords n promises. made some of my frens listen to this song. sum say merepek laa. some say ok2 laa. ape saje la krg. haha. just nw went to syaheed's hs. want to watch war of the worlds. dvd show. i asked him to cum over. but he still lazing in his bed. haha..then ok ah i went over to his place. pig sia him. wake up so late. haha... then reached his house, he bathing. alerrmak.. geram seh. haha...call the hm fone, handfone, sms....all no respond. then waited outside his house ah. wait like 1/2 hr liddat then he open. haha. pig boy. then watch the show. ok2 ar. but i expected sth more interesting. then after the show mum called ask me 2 go back early so tt i cld help my sis out wit her projectwork. i was like. urghh... god noes why. nvm. yar then went to fitness corner. sit down. then after that to the mph nearby. then g t mart jap. haha... mph tu multi purpose hall. yah. then after that went to kedai ciner there. finally went hm at 9.45pm. liddat only i tired already. yah so went hm n helped my sister to work with the macromedia flash program. it will take abt 2 days for me to finish the whole project. with her ard. yup. and yah this week is our diagnostic week. must study2. haha.. have to continue studying seh b4 i enjoy fully after the O's last paper. cant wait!. haha... yah so happy 4th month anniversary to my brader, jab n his gf, fiqah. haha... couple gila. all the best guys. =P yah so tmr i got ss dt. on good governance. mann boringg2. syaheed nt going sch tmr.. haha. got probs with his teeth. whatever probs lucky pig cn wake up late!. haha. so thats it for 2day ah. tired2. urghh. damn it. damn it. u just wouldnt realise. u wouldnt know. i'll have to lie. im sorry. u'll find out one day. honey.
- â¥
12:54 am
link to post
0 comments
